insomnia

I'm really tired of this insomnia bull shit. I can't sleep. I feel like I am not normal. I used to go to bed at 10pm then it changed to 11 then 12 then never. Wish I could go to bed at 10pm like a normal person and wake up at 7 feeling entirely fresh........instead of waking up at 7 after sleeping 3-4 hours with the pillow mark on my face and my phone on my hand. 


I guess I am an owl. I rather be awake and get shit done instead of going to bed and quit. We will sleep when we die right ? 


i quit. 


let's count some sheep.