bowling

balls, originally uploaded by * b e r e *.

Tuesday nights is cheap at Brunswick.
Let's go bowling. Someone pick up a ticket so we can bowl tonite :)
I've got spaghetti arms from the gym but I still want to throw some balls tonite.

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15543_654295275107_24614953_38435843_5912678_n, originally uploaded by * b e r e *.

This year I decided to dress up as Paul Stanley [ Starchild ] from Kiss......
Apparently I was the only rocker chick in the Downtown San Diego Monster Bash of 2009. It was a great time [minus] falling on the ground due to my 7 inch platforms and nasty pavement. I gotta quit being so clumsy..

I forgot about my blogger for quite some time now.
I will be sharing more photos + poetry as of now.



That is a promise !

ice cream is going to save the day

ice cream is going to save the day, originally uploaded by * b e r e *.

Apparently frozen yogurt is the thing to do as of now.
I want some yogurt w/ chocolate chunks and strawberries.

I took this photo of my nephew at ghirardelli in San Diego.

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

poor

i have no money but somehow i find myself online shopping. 

although, i have not gone out much as i used to (4 nights a week)

 i find myself with more money in my wallet. 

one night of partying for me costs me around $60 and ...the rest....... was credit. 

i will..... continue with my blockbuster nights & coffee shops. 

lets see how much money i will have in a week....

catching up

So it has been a year since i have blogged anything anything. 

I guess i have not had time...actually been lazy. 

so many things have happened in my life since i last updated this. 

first of all, i am a single 23 year old girl now. started the new year solo. 

at first i was lost. i felt completely lost. being with someone for so long, 3years, allowed me to forget how to be alone. i had not been alone for so long that once i was alone, i did not know how to act, flirt, and meet anyone. I had forgotten how to be single. 

Now, I am back. I am myself. I am the girl I used to be before I fell in love 3 years ago. I now know what i want.

I do not regret anything i have done in my life.

I believe that mistakes and any situation makes you who you are in life. 

so that was my January-Feb. 

It is summer now. 

I am enjoying the san diego sun. 

meeting new people every day. 

loving life

enjoying life and having fun.

I have not met any guy that blows my mind out of the water. 

I am not even looking. 

I still feel emotionally handicapped and scared of loosing my heart to someone that is not worth it. 

It is just hard. 

hard to find someone to live with for the rest of your life.

where are you supposed to meet this one perfect soul?

at a bar ? at a club? market? church ? 

i want an amazing story to tell my kids about. 

about meeting my lover in such an amazing place.

seems to me that i will be telling my kids-

" i met your dad at a club. we were taking tequila shots and he held my hair back as i threw up in the back seat of his car" 

ha. hopefully not. 

i think this sun is melting me. my mind is all over the place. 

sorry for my........scatteredness. 

a picture is worth a million words...... this is what i have been up to.