. pictures by denise . finals . stress. now what ?

. sometimes im scared that im wasting my time or... that there is nothing to really look forward to in the future . some comments do hurt me and leave me thinking - Now what? If that's how you feel? - what do i have to look forward to ? is this a game.... is this for the meanwhile ... is this real.... or something to do due to boredness...? fuck if i knew. everything is so freaking complicated and it sucks not knowing what you are doing or have to look forward to....
here are some pictures to lighten up the mood. Yesterday's pictures at the Marina. good times. thanks denise. Once again- this is my venting space. AND this will be my second bday without my family. thank god i have good people to celebrate here with.





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